Enjoy life the way it is;

Sunday, May 13, 2007 ' 12:37 PM Y

Just came back from soccer....tired...some people want to celebrate Mother's Day with their mums...me..not so emotional about Mother's Day...just go home and play F.E.A.R. It's damn scary la...I set the graphic details to maximum and you can see that bloody girl ghost walking towards you with blood everywhere....and the best thing is they slow motion the whole scene...and you can shoot till kingdom come but she'll just keep walking towards you burning everything near her...its only after I complete the mission then I realise my right hand is still the gripping the mouse...haha...especially when you use headphones...you can hear a girl's voice whispering everywhere...sometimes when a rat moves or a box falls I just let my trigger happy finger blast whatever it is....I'm getting too old for this kind of thing...heart problems...anyway, 6 more days to the FA Cup finals...Man United Vs Chelsea...Man United's going to beat the crap out of Chelsea....haha...I'm downloading "Hills Have Eyes" and "Hills Have Eyes 2" so yeah...hope its good quality!!

Really miss you guys la...I don't feel the same with my new class...I feel so left out and lonely in Ngee Ann..I can't believe it man..NO ONE in 5N1 went to Ngee Ann...out of 28 people only 1 went to Ngee Ann...and it had to be ME. I got no one to look forward to seeing, no one to say "hi" to and catch up with in school...I went to Temasek last week to visit some people and I was amazed at how new and polished the school looks...I mean they have a GARDEN, and actual gigantic garden...so well kept and their buildings look damn impressive and big...next to Bedok reservoir some more....compared to Ngee Ann, Ngee Ann looks like someone's storeroom...haha...Lee Hua will kill me when he reads this...but really...the buildings in NP are so run down and old and dirty...some lift buttons don't work so you have to bang on the controls to select your level...there was even once when my class had to jump together to give a lift a kick start...haha...but I have to say that the atmosphere at NP is 1000% percent better than TP..(sorry Kiff..) The first day I went there I felt comfortable, relaxed and at home...but when I went TP I felt weird, a bit unrealistic...a bit too formal and business like...but I have to say that they have way more canteens than NP..NP has 4 canteens; 3 of which is always packed like hell..you gotta fight to even buy food..forget about sitting...and the last one is for desparados who die die want to eat something...the last canteen's food is like crap shit horrible...its almost empty save for the desperate ones...lol..but then again, education wise, Ngee Ann rules...better quality education than any other poly except maybe SP...

Now that I'm one month into Mechanical Engineering, I have this slight regret I didn't appeal with Kiff for the Integrated Resort and Leisure Management or even apply for MI with Fiefie. Kiff's course sounds so fun, and he managed to get in with 16 points...sigh...so much for my 15 points and going to a 23 point course. I was seriously thinking of getting into Film, Sound and Video or just any IT course but damn my parents...the classic "There's no future in those courses!! An engineering course is the best!! We forbid you to take IT because there's going to be alot of competition!! Film, Sound and Video is for people like Jack Neo!! Take engineering!!". I recall so vividly that before O levels the teachers all said that having good results will allow you pick any course you fancy. HAH!! Yeah right...So here I am stuck in Mechanical Engineering, stuck with a class of which 1/4 are crazy rowdy dudes who make dirty jokes in front of the lecturer, 1/4 look like they have no life, just coming to school and leaving as if they learnt nothing, 1/4 look like their IQ is below 10 and the last 1/4 look like they come to school to pursue CCA as a course. Sigh...not easy learning ME either...alot of stuff I don't understand...and you know me..I have to get top in everything (except chinese ^^v) otherwise I'll kill myself. Damn this course. Damn my choice. Damn me, damn my intelligence.

I just miss everyone. See you around.

Return of the Eng.

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